So- a humbling experience today.
AOA sent me a personal email letting me know their situation and the dynamics of it all, and reasons why it was not posted openly on AGN. They also let me know how the pickin’s are done for spots, which CENTERCUT has so patiently already explained twice.
I not only apologized to AOA for my childish comments earlier at the start of this thread, but I would like to take this opportunity to apologize to my fellow AGN members. Those of you that truly know me know that’s not how I am, and in all honesty as much as I try to keep him at bay, the hulk in me tends to come out every so often. But to voice the anger out, well, it’s truly not my style so I ask for forgiveness.
And like I told AOA and others that know me, I gave up a lot of “the fun” in my life when I decided to get my spine 80% fused. I hate to think where I’d be in life if I didn’t have the joy that this hobby has brought. When I decided to start competing it was just all icing on the cake, to be able to train for something worthwhile and excel in a “sport”, which was something I grew up doing all through my younger years as an athlete and that same competitive spunk carried on to my work career.
I felt all that got taken away when I couldn’t register. It was like a big April Fools, or even like the newly singled Sofia Vergara telling me I’m next on the list and then she changes her cell number(lol).
But you all get it- I got majorly frustrated which led to anger, knowing that in order to get to one of these events on a regular basis I had to get sponsored, which is not the reason I chose to start competing.
I still have strong feelings about that, as I truly feel being called a pro means you have a history of standing on that podium, and you’re someone that “paid their dues” in time, effort, and of course $$ invested.
To end, i retracted my crap comments I made directly towards AOA, and again, please accept my apologies if you would. AGN is a great place with awesome folks, and there’s no excuse for tarnishing a thread like I did.