Ah...Geeze. How can anyone not like a dog. They are more reliable than people. They want to please and bring you joy. And you can always trust a dog - to be a dog.
You probably need to get back on the horse. They can't be replaced. But you can always find a new friend. One who is reliable and brings you joy.
Lou, Titus was a true Hero to this Forum. Airgunning with a Buddy like Titus is as good as it gets and we're all the better for having experienced your adventures with him.
The pain will pass but the memories will be for a lifetime!