I remember back in 2016 been in NYC, in the exact place where the twin towers were taking down, a I saw “hordes” of tourist making line and taking pictures everywhere … and that is a pretty common and normal scene as today, do not get me wrong, I was there as a tourist too, but I couldn't take any pictures on myself or my wife there since a heavy sorrow got in my heart .. as I seen happy faces taking pictures everywhere I wonder to myself: I get most are on vacation, but is this a place for happiness and joy? At least not for me, but I do not judge and almost understand them.
Same thing happend to me in hunting, do not get me wrong (again), I am a hunter and I love to hunt...but after hunting for meal for example, I have a mixed feelings deep in my heart/soul, grateful for having meal, sorrow for taking a life for it. But I just can't take happy pictures with me and my prey (as many can, and that is alright), it just do not feel the right thing to do. I can take pictures or videos on the hunting or the death pray for sure.
A few days ago I post my first video of a dove kill and after that, ready for the cooking, and someone told me: I thought you did not like to take pictures of that … I did not want to explain much at the time, I send him a picture of happy faces with their death prays, and I say to him: You got me wrong, I was talking about this types of pictures:
I did not want to argue more since he did not understood quite good and he says there is no difference (and I was not in the mood for explaining, and to tell you the truth was not totally aware why, now I am), and I told him something like this: Man is not a critic to people who does it, actually is a personal feeling / thing and not trying to change anyone's mind, is just me. I get the happiness of gather a prey and all is involved on it.
Few days later, I saw a video of Donnie Vincent (he gather the essence of hunting for me on video, check his here: https://vimeo.com/105686970 ) here I am, writing about it. Donno, I might be wrong. Maybe is nonsense ... just want it to share this small write up that I made. Thanks for taking the time for reading.
PS: Pictures can say a lot sometimes, and to little in other times
Same thing happend to me in hunting, do not get me wrong (again), I am a hunter and I love to hunt...but after hunting for meal for example, I have a mixed feelings deep in my heart/soul, grateful for having meal, sorrow for taking a life for it. But I just can't take happy pictures with me and my prey (as many can, and that is alright), it just do not feel the right thing to do. I can take pictures or videos on the hunting or the death pray for sure.
A few days ago I post my first video of a dove kill and after that, ready for the cooking, and someone told me: I thought you did not like to take pictures of that … I did not want to explain much at the time, I send him a picture of happy faces with their death prays, and I say to him: You got me wrong, I was talking about this types of pictures:
I did not want to argue more since he did not understood quite good and he says there is no difference (and I was not in the mood for explaining, and to tell you the truth was not totally aware why, now I am), and I told him something like this: Man is not a critic to people who does it, actually is a personal feeling / thing and not trying to change anyone's mind, is just me. I get the happiness of gather a prey and all is involved on it.
Few days later, I saw a video of Donnie Vincent (he gather the essence of hunting for me on video, check his here: https://vimeo.com/105686970 ) here I am, writing about it. Donno, I might be wrong. Maybe is nonsense ... just want it to share this small write up that I made. Thanks for taking the time for reading.
PS: Pictures can say a lot sometimes, and to little in other times